I wish

6th sense is useless n so are all the other senses. I wish only my head worked once in a while.

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Maitreya

Didi’s Maitreya, just 3 n a half, is becoming sharper and smarter and lovelier.
After spending a day, dancing on the songs we sung ourselves I was saying bye to him.
And he said ‘Thank You’ to me. I donno how and why he said that.
My eyes were filled with happiness for the time we had spent together, and I could see it reflect in his eyes. He spoke so much with his eyes, it was almost divine.

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A 'how to' trick

If I look back to things that stressed me out a long back,
All I see is just memories.
The older the memories, the more power they loose to make me sad
Well, so there is the tact
I look at the situation now as my future memories
So irritating things irritate less
And happy things are treasured carefully

Wierd but works for me :-)

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All I want is to be an angel
spread my wings and know what I want

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Creativity, Independence and happiness

In the circle everyone seems to be fed up with the work. Everyone wishes to be more creative and start something on their own.
I guess if you leave the responsibility of your happiness to your job, you are disappointed. Be independent, take the responsibility and you won’t nag.

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Trespassers will be prosecuted

Why don’t the good times stay?
Even in the good times
Why does the shadow lay?

I don’t know what’s true
Is it wrong me or
A wrong you?

Are we happy now?
Or pretending to be?
How long really this game we play?

Is it me
Or someone else
Why do I wait for the dooms day

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Am I affecting you…
Or is it you affecting me?

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Mind Games

Wishes are few
but ties too many
Should I give up
Or start a new?

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mind games

Something in the mind just doesn’t rest
It wanders and ponders then wonders again
So edgy so thirsty,
it doesn’t want to be on the same plane


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Nagpur Massacre

Last month a group of militants attacked a village in Africa, killed people, children and looted the village before leaving.Last week 4 members in a family were killed by the villagers. 2 boys in the family beaten to death and 2 women, the mother and daughter beaten and publicly gang raped to death.The girl who was raped and killed wanted to join Army…The militants in Africa may have their own justification for the attack but why should a village kill its own family?Mind is frozen after I read this article: http://www.shivamvij.com/2006/11/dalits-like-flies-to-feudal-lords.html

What makes a man do such evil? What makes a mob behave this way, like animals? Well even animals don't cross their limits. And after all this, the men will still be free, and the wives won’t question them about a thing.

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The sad dame

I met a lady on a networking site. Her profile is pretty disturbing; she’s been thru a lot of mess. Her pic looks more disturbing. Its actually a normal, neat B&W pic, and she isn’t bad looking too. But something about it is very gloomy. I donno what made me contact her. May be her posts to others scrapbook, they were… bitter.
And why did I contact someone who’s so bitter?
I donno.
Something inside told me to.
That’s not me. I’ve never gone all out to contact people on these sites, but here I was persuasive!
May be coz I know I can help her. She’s miserable and Vipassana can help her. Coz I have this simple wish for her, that she should be happy.

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Birdly mess!

Two pigeons built a nest on my loft. I’m trying my best to keep them out by closing all the windows before I step out. But they seem to be smarter; somehow, they are already inside before I close the windows.
I remember how the pigeons in a friend’s house killed their small birdie because it was deformed. I din’t want that to happen here. I wanted to save a life here, but then it’s the same thing. If I don’t let the birds be near their nest, the offspring either die of hunger or the lives in the egg become deformed.
I guess one pillu is already dead…I could smell…I feel guilty
The birds still come home, may be they have more eggs there.
I won’t stop them now. I’ll let their natural cycle go on, won’t interfere.

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Why people waste money?

...On making stupid movies, and we, watching them!
Watched Umrao Jaan y’day. It wasn’t planned, and I would never have planned for such a movie; it just happened. That’s exactly how the movie is, the misdirection and over or under acting, jarring music, bad makeup… just happened! Lol