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Sometime the whole life can pass you by and still you may not learn a thing
And sometimes a fleeting moment teaches you so much, you grow up

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Rajani in Shivaji :-)

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30

It feels good to be thirty.
No Thirty isn’t Dirty
May be Forty is, but no, not thirty

Thirty is…
Not the desire to grow up of nine
Neither the nervousness of thirteen
Nor the confusion of sixteen
It isn’t the newness of eighteen or the impatience of twenty

Yeah there still is the restlessness and nerve of fifteen

Thirty is just thirty
A complete figure
Not too much not too less
Independent and absolute
All the senses in place
With head and heart doing their best

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I run

To close the tap, to turn the knob
To catch a bus
To meet a deadline
Beat the competition
I run to be ahead
I run & I run & I run
There comes a time when there is no need to run anymore
& yet I find myself running
I run ‘coz I have been running
Coz I can’t stop
Probably coz I’m afraid of a halt or slowing down now
May be coz I don’t know how it would be if I stopped
The thought is scary
And so I run
Keep running
Until another such thought hits
and I beat it with my speed

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Few old ones that I found as notes in my cellphone

I will disappear
Slowly Silently
You won't even realize I existed ever

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My whole world was lost
and yet something remained
The ashes

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I roam in my own city
Like a wanderer
I stand outside the fence
and see myself doing things I did about 20 years ago

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If it had to happen, it would have happened
Easily and naturally
May be there is something else I fail to notice
May be the plan is something else

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